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otters holding hand. + popeye at changi!

click and see!
these otters holding hand.

super cute can!

=)

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anyway, after school went over hunny's place.
then he told me we gonna go out and eat POPEYE!
my eyes suddenly POPPED!
i was just thinking about that minutes ago!
lol

so i was damn happy.
went to Changi branch with his fam.
then back to his place again, and went home not long after that.

yup.
that's all.

it's May Day tml, so no school !

relax.

girls, let's meet up soon.

i need to 'let down my hair and relax'.

sometimes i prefer to cry alone u see.

late

listening - check yes juliet by We the Kings

things did not goes well this morning..
was suppose to wake up at 8am to prepare for 11am lecture.

i woke up at 10.30am -,-"

went school at 1pm for hungry jack with classmates.
it sucks. =\

ok, went for lesson, 5pm left and dismissed!

nothing special happened. lol

late + swollen eyes

*relieved*

finally SMK presentation is over, ONLY for chapter 1 -.-"

i can't imagine my following weekends being ruined =\
what to do? so not want to be in year 3 =\

woke up super late and had to rush to take cab down.
actually i planned to sacrifice my lunch since i already spent so much on cab fare.
but i just couldn't stop thinking of food! argh.
in the end, i gave in for my mixed rice which cost $4 -.-" lol
okay i'mma pig yo.

so, last night i remembered rubbing my eyes furiously (ong mei yee, pls stop this bad habit!!!)
and woke up with puffy swollen eyes and obvious dark circles despite apply my miracle.
oh well, i should have bought a fake specs (am having good eyesight so far) to cover my eyebags actually. haha.

during lecture, i just couldn't take it and i eventually slept during his lecture.
=\ not a good sign either.

after that, i just wanted to get my ass out of campus and went home to relax.

=)
here am i, blogging, foruming etc even though i suppose to take a nap .

hooray! tomorrow's lesson at 11pm instead of 9am.

hate modules

had authentic thai food at golden mile with my bf and his friends.

after that, did SMK ppt slides.

i guess everyone is stressful now =\
i had the fact that every Thursday after BPE we have quiz.
i had the fact that every weekend we need to do ppt slides for Monday.
=(

i hate year 3.

i cannot believe that i cried over this module every week's presentation =\
weak heart.

SMK ppt preparation 1

hello =.=

morning went whampoa helped out.

then hunny came to find me, we went back my place and i dyed my hair to natural brown.
which apparently is like natural black?
lol.

then went to my school for SMK ppt slides.

came back home and had dinner, discussed about our plans and he went off.

yup, that's all.
i'm so tired. =\

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let's dream big :)

girl's outing

Met up with my Primary school friends ytd after class @ Cine.

and yuping was super late . HAHA, nvm.

we dined at Pasta mania (the most satisfied pasta i ever ate at that outlet) and shopped around.
bought bangles. hoho.

window shopped and we headed to takashimaya.
saw christina twice, i didn't know it was her when she called out my name from behind.

went kinokuniya, saw my neighbour with his friend.
said hi, then we went watsons..

i introduced them the CURE thingy, which i personally love it alot .
though i didn't buy =\ cuz no money.

so meifang bought it!
haha.
reviews after a month ok! lol.

so she bought me a super sweet pencil case from TW.
haha, flowery types.

rest of the photos are below anyway.

exercise + trim hair

breakfast

-

lunch

roasted duck + roasted pork w rice :D
red apply juice + grape yakult

dinner

-

repair

jogging x 1
cardio (20 mins)
crunches
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had stitches after jogging =\
had to stopped and went to do others.

trimmed my hair after school, hur hur.
it's 1 inch shorter.

fast & furious

hi people.

i was too tired to blog last night, and decided to hit the sack at 10pm plus.

yeah, today is IS week.
=)

had Insight into Tourism & World Issue.

i must say both lecturers are nice, friendly and not fierce!
but when it comes to work, of cuz there must be some seriousness in it yea?

went canteen 3 for lunch, waited for hunny to come to my school.

while the rests went for class.

after that, we took bus to town and caught Fast & Furious.
i rate it...4.5/5
the story line is not bad, i love the sounds of the racing cars!
so exciting!

yup, and went back to my place for dinner and took a nap.

that's it..
tomorrow lesson at 2pm yeah =)

first day of school

guess what?

i'm the first to reach class this morning!
HAHAHA.
so proud of myself, even Mr Ng was later than me. :X
hope i can be like this most of the times...
hmm... rofl.

after that, we had 1 hour + break.
headed to canteen 3 then another tutorial class by Mr Puah.

after that, ANOTHER 4 hours break.

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i'm so stressed now.
i'm really in financial crisis.

everytime i think of it, it just really want to make me cry.

usually i don't like to owe people money, unless no choice.
i still owe a couple of them and my bf.
=( i just don't like owing people.

again, i thought about my retainers in the near future.
it cost around 300-500
how the hell should i tell my dad?
he will always give me that naggy thing as in i spent ALL his money away.

YES, he did spent quite a lot on me when i was just borned, that was when he still have money. That was he spent it willingly. Why is it so? I was just a baby/toddler, he bought things willingly for me (apard from toys, i couldn't remember anything abt toys)
YES, i know he's old and i understand he doesn't work.
YES, i'm such a bad girl.

But then again, he doesn't stay with us. That makes my mum paying all my daily expenses like food and shelter.
clothes are no longer provided.

whenever my monthly dental appointment, i asked $100 from him.
he would make a fuss like i spend alot from him.
yes, i spent $3k + on braces alone.
but it's not like i won't earn money and provide for him what.
honestly, i'm not close with my father.

Not only retainer, i have school fees.
and yes again, i'm freaking stress the whole day thinking how to save money.
i'm really desperate now.

i really hope bursary can approve so that i can pay using that.
but again, i think approval of bursary will be after the deadline of paying school fees.

..
sometimes i really hope my relatives can fork out money to pay for my school fees.
well, this is a very selfish thinking, but why is it so unfair that my cousin (this year yr 1) get his laptop with some of my aunties paying?!
i also want!! but i know i can't.
for in the end i will still reject the offer cause i don't owe anyone a living, except my parents, my god mother.

well, this makes me think even harder to spend every cents away.
now i know the pain of money being spent away like water.


i've never seen father without savings to let his daughter to further studies when he kept nagging me to study hard go Uni since i was primary school.
he did save some for me, but it's not enough for Uni.

sorry for my endless ranting, i was about to tear when i was on my way home thinking about all this.

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and btw, please keep quiet when there's lesson.

carls junior

school starts in 8 hours time!

gosh, i'm damn excited.
haha.

anyway, didn't feel well today, physically and emotionly.

went to taka to find hunny, i waited for an hour and we headed to FEP.
had carls junior portobello mushroom burger and chilli cheese beef fries with hell lots of Salsa sauce.
hahahaha.

it's freaking nice, esp the salsa sauce.
it's chopped onions, chopped tomatoes, chopped everything! All the goodness. :D

well, i was so hungry.
i only ate at 3pm which was a pathetic 2 eggs (scrambled egg) and 1 hot dog
hmm..
i was so craving for carls junior and hunny knew it.
LOL.

alright, tml 8 - 5 =(
so sad.

wha contradicting or what!?

overdue photos.

xiao bai visit us

breakfast

mineral water
curry rice

lunch

poka green tea

dinner

plain water
fried fish
long bean
cereal prawns

repair

sprint x 3

stairs x 5

cardio

crunches

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so...

i was quite happy and satisfied that i could exercise twice on a week!
:D

yeah, before that..
when i reached home after whampoa, belinda (my cousin) & her husband already at my house, and they brought xiao bai along !! >.<
i miss him so so ooooo muchie =\

we (Amanda, Belinda, Liang hai kor kor and Aunty Jenny and me) walked down with xiao bai and snoopy.
=)
went to the groomer's place and xiao bai was bathed while we sat there and chill, played with other dogs.

then walked back home (they brought xiao bai back already) and changed, then went down for a sprintings and staircase.
lol. it's damn fast. Like 10 mins?
it's dammn hot la, and my legs are still sore from 2 days ago's extreme exercise (well, at least for me)

went back my room and started doing those crunches and all.

bathed and followed my mum to harbour front .
deposited money in 2 banks (yeah)
and bought hair dye (shared)

i think i need a trim for my hair ends =(

anyway, tml will be the last day to enjoy.
Monday starts, will be stressing about academics all over again!

let's spell D-A-M-N I-T !

red dots on my arm

ytd after exercising, i was horrified to see little red dots filled my entire right upper arm.

then today, i was even shocked to see little ones around my left cheek =(
and the red dots spread to my lower right arm.

what's right huh?

i'm having cold feet and palms now.
guess i'm turning in early.

exercise + trim eyebrow (hate the pulling part)

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i'm totally burning and sweating when i'm starting to do strength and stretching at home.
am happy with myself, and now my arms and legs are arching.
even as when i'm typing, i can feel the aching feeling around my left arm.

but definitely, i ought to improve because my legs couldn't totally straighten. =\

after dinner, went to trim eyebrow with my mum at the nearby salon.
wanted to go to the nicer one, but the lady not there.
so we changed place, to another salon with those aunties like to cut hair kind.
damn retro one.

well, my eyebrow look pretty the same... just neat lor.
i hate it when the lady has to tug the side of my eyelids (like pulling my eyelids downwards)
you know what will happen ?
you will have wrinkles.

we're suppose to be gentle with our eyes area (i've been doing that religiously)
for those who did and concern about our delicate eyes area, you will be irritated by the tugging/pulling !
it's like you've been putting effort and time not to harm your eyes areas, then this fellow ruin it all.
argh.
now i keep imagine i will have wrinkles in my early 20s.
damn it.

i swear i will not go back again.

family

nothing much lately, actually don't feel like typing any posts since it's always the routine

today is the first time experienced drama rama in the house.
oh fcuk it.

i hate it when there's screamings and tears filled in the house.

if things get worsen, i'm gonna get on my feet and shout back to defend my own family members.
don't get on my nerves.

hello.

i went over to stay at his place last night after his work (no, the door is open :D)

then in the morning, us + his mum went to Tampines 1.
There's topshop/topman, dorothy perkins, uniqlo which i have yet to visit.

we went to this Japanese-style Marche for lunch.
yeah, i think it's worth it, i like the Chicken Cutlet Omelete Rice =D

and there's others la, took photos but camera with him i lazy to take home .
hurhur.

walked around then went back.
was super tired, couldn't sleep well because no space. LOL.
should have wake up in the night go living room take their cushion and sleep on the floor sia.
stupid me, ended up with arching back in the morning.

but after awhile, it was okay.

yup, nothing much.
=)

dorothy perkins + CT steamboat

alone

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i'm glad that i've tried.

i'll continue to stay strong although it ain't easy.

exercise

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had some 'me' time today.

bathed snoopy up, he's old and scared of water.
but he's one obedient dog when you bathed him halfway, he would walk away like saying he don't like the water on his body.
then i would called him and asked him come over, as usual, he always did no matter how much he hate water =)

but he sticks to my mum like super glue.
buay ta han -.-"

exercised and went to take a nap.

i'm listening to songs now haha.

hmm just random, filling up this space only.

Ikea photos (happy 8th month)

i'm wearing clothes horrr

shopping + indochine

i've been lazy to upload photos....

-.-"
i've yet to post about Marche & Ikea ones.

=(

okay, today went work.
i was so afraid to break the news to my cousin since he said he did not received my message last night.
in the end i did while he was trying to figure out what i was trying to tell him.
i cried lor.

my mom and godmom tot he bullied me, but of course not.
i was the one in fault =\

so yuling texted me too...

well, a lesson to be learnt.

after that, came home bathed and took a nap.
was feeling very tired since i did not sleep well last night.
thanks hunny for going through this with me, esp when he has to wake up for work till very late.

i'm glad they weren't angry with me anymore =(

in the noon, went to meet hunny.
he was my best shopping mate i tell you.
so anyway, i 'borrowed' money from him first.

got a necklace from F21 and pumps .

waited for him to end work, went to Wisma outside the pub.
IndoChine.
we had Bailey's Shake and Peach Fizz.

=)
each drink cost $15.

his ears were red. haha.
i'm fine,just that... my head is a little pain now.
argh.

goodnight.

a day with him

spent my day with him today..

photos up tml.

please send me Marche photos anyone?

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i think i'm too childish.

i'm fucking sorry.

yes fucking seriously.

Marche

back ..
=)

pics with corrine hee.

went Taka to meet love for lunch break.
then off i went to vivo, half an hour earlier.

there comes alina and yee wen.
then wanted for the others.

carmen arrived, next was fangyu.
went over to Marche first, and Yvonne came after her work.
Corrine arrived too, and Shayne and Elaine weren't here.

so we ordered food and gossippings.
haha.
so much laughters.

then we settled bill, took photos with the cowssss outside Marche.
and we sat down for some chatting session.

time checked, 11 plus.
bused home.

while waiting for my 2nd bus at the bus stop, on top of me i heard some guy yelling at the Henderson Waves "(a girl's name), can you be my girlfriend????"

lol.

i felt like cheering for them actually. but i was alone.

and came laughters and the girl shouted "YESSSS"

aww sweet huh.

hahaha.
so cool, it was 11.30pm.

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and yes, hunny gotta have off day, will be spending time with him
HAHAHA

sec sch chalet

back from chalet.

met up with meifang and weilu at tiong bahru station.
reached there, we played mahjong haha.
but play for fun yo.

saw kenny but he going out of the chalet to join friends have lunch.
most of the guys out for lunch while we were stuck there with mayson, jin hao and jun hong.
then finally bbq time.
haha.
mayson's buffalo wings were uncooked inside haha.
and some wings have blood oozing out. eek.

then came the joel fong, his chicken wings were nicely grilled.
HAHA.

hmm.. I had $20 worth hot dogs, wings, satays and 2 stingrays.
hur hur.

what disgusted us was the otah.
damn.
there's a lot of white spots around the orange amber coloured otah.
probably not the fish meat i swear.
it's really decaying la.

ok, then we played black jack.
i took out $0.50 as my base and actually won around 3-4 bucks.
haha.
3 rounds of banker i lost 3/4 of my winnings, i stopped when i was back to square.
:)

yup, but what i enjoye most was the laughters filled in the room, super funny jokes they crack.
ohh, i hardly say i miss sec sch life, but this moment definitely trigger back those memories in sec 1 and 2.
well, not so much on 3 and 4 though :D

like seriously, i don't like oss actually.
HAHAHAHA.

slept around 2am and some already left the chalet earlier.
left with 4 guys and 3 girls.
then started update news etc.

well, i'm more on the listening part as i don't really know the people in the gossipping issues well.
so.. we checked out, headed to white sands to have my breakfast cum lunch.
had the typical fried fish soup and rice.

so surprising that i'm the only girl that cleared my rice and fried fish soup.
=(
guilty shit.
HAHAHA.
NO LA. JK

then we went to take train back.
waited for 851/16/5 for freaking long after weilu left for her 123.
damn it, i was already so tired still let me wait so long.

okay, next programme shall be Sunday.
:D
update news again .
HAHAHAHA.

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braces day + fep fish soup rice.

had dental appointment today.

and my dentist told me that..

actually i could have took out my braces today.
ALL BECAUSE OF ONE STUPID TOOTH.
that tooth has been causing me tons of problems since 2 months ago.
okay, the bracket (sliver metal in colour ones) was loosen, and i had to 'recement' it.
and within one month, it will came loose again and again.
arghh.

she said my gaps have closed (yeah happy) just that my stubborn tooth don't wanna be straight.
i mean, this time round, the bracket was loosen again (for i tink the 4th or 5th time), causing it to move backward of my in-line set of lower teeth, and worse, it moved up. making my teeth looks not straight and crooked.

okay you don't have to understand what i'm saying.
i hope i have photos, but am too lazy .

so i paid another $130 today =\

after which, bused to town, and had breakfast cum lunch cum dinner (3 in 1) with hunny at FEP.
went to taka sq to look for Cheris awhile. haha.

had fish soup rice (nicer than maid plaza one lor.)
i dun get it why they say maid plaza one nice leh.

so after that, bused home.
went over aunty jenny's house, brought xiao bai there because of my brother-in-law.

argh, i don't feel like talking to her.

p.s. i kena trojan horse!!! it's the April's Fool Day virus man. Gosh..

p.s.s thanks to AVG :D I hope my laptop is fine =\

sentosa skyride & luge!

hiya :D

yesterday was a blast!

met up with 2 out of 3 girlfriends (yuping has work till 5.30 you see.) for sentosa!
its sooo rare to see meifang want to suntan.
HAHA.

ok, reason is because she got an ugly tan line, so tanning her back is what she wants. lol

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