tired like shit.
Friday, July 31, 2009 at11:16 PM
currently suffering from emotional breakdown.
ong mei yee, what's the point of crying?
let me tell you, ong mei yee, you seriously sucked.
simple things can't get it right.
cause so many misunderstandings and had a fight now.
FML.
i was almost being knocked down by the bus.
all i wanted to go was just rushed home to do my assignment.
the driver said it was dangerous.
when i alighted, got one uncle said the same thing to me too.
is that serious?
honestly, i didn't thikn much then.
even if the bus knocked me, i should be happier.
so that i can get away from all the f-up assignments.
today was a total mess.
whatever i did, was messed up.
its all about misunderstandings and more misunderstandings.
i'm really tired.
i don't wish to wake up.
bye.
stronger.
at12:09 PM
wow, i lost 1 kg.
good, i want shed more. come come come.
anyways, another hetic week has passed.
next week's gonna be all the presentation and report submission
NOT FINISH YET.
still have other reports to chiong though.
arghhh.
guess it's a training for me.
what doesn't kill me will make me stronger.
after all, this is just some sort of training, it wont kill me.
eventually after all this process that i've survived, i will become stronger.
work load = stress
Wednesday, July 29, 2009 at11:28 PM
I realise no matter how much concentration i put in, i will definitely drift off and stone when its around 12am.
yeah i'm like drifting away now.
damn it, everything i do is like half here, half there.
there's nothing i did today that is like completely done.
i am so mad at myself.
i told myself that i will never sleep, i need to finish my assignments.
but i don't think i am able to do so.
for the fact that i woke up at 6.30am, cracked my brain till 8pm.
reached home, cracked my brain again for another report.
i know i shouldn't be complaining and start doing.
i did.
i really tried, but i really want to sleep.
i don't think i have much energy left.
for the fact that i've used up at the later part of the day.
i tell u what's due next week ok?
Service marketing presentation + report (group)
E-commerce presentation + report (group)
BPE presentation + report (group)
ITI test on next wednesday.
Service marketing test on next friday.
WISP reflection by THIS friday.
SI case study (individual)
Value analysis (individual)
and ALOT more...
we have like around 12 assignments to be completed.
sian.
and my groupmates from smk, best.
year 3 life sucks huh?
Monday, July 27, 2009 at7:50 PM
okay, just to remind my classmates a few things.
SI:
1) Do term 2 review questions and check solutions on 3 aug during lecture period
2) MEL discussion #4 (not sure if its group or individual)
WISP:
1) Reflection by Friday (just to be safe)
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I remembered last week tutorial, Mr Ho said Tuesday lecture he will give us surprise test again.
yeah that's about it i think....
oh man, year 3 life.
we have like more than 12 assignments / tests now.
photos
Sunday, July 26, 2009 at10:31 PM
i kinda like this, from Pokka!lol..
spent a day with him at ION
at2:05 PM
finally, i spend some time with him over the weekend.
though i couldn't have the luxury time to spend with him all day long, i'm sure we did enjoyed ourselves while we explored ION and town around..
though i was a little tiring since we were walking back and forth to look for shoes, sorry if i did show any signs of tiredness even though i tried not to :)
water retention is seriously hated by me.
have to tolerate the excess tummy when i have my menses =(
but its getting better the 3rd day by now.
studies issue have been bothering me.
argh.
i can't lose any of it either.
let's see this sem results first bah, since not sure if my cumulative GPA could make it.
its like when i got 199 points in PSLE.
i could choose Express or NA.
y'know what i mean...?
like in the middle.
i'm always in the middle one. LOL.
like studies not consider very good, yet not very bad.
want to improve, but still stuck with middle.
tone
Saturday, July 25, 2009 at10:56 PM
lol.
i just read yvonne's blog.
lol
hmm ya i do agree is the tone of how we deliver our message across to the audience.
sigh, i just talked to her about it.
we're okay now.
but i really duno why she cried la. lol
perhaps she headache or stress .
but once she cried, my mind came to me was like "i didn't say anything wrong"
i merely said what she said few days ago, perhaps she did explain to me but i didnt get it in?
yahh..
fight no more my friends.
i rather solve it than hide it.
i'm feeling 1/3 better now.
the other 2/3.. hmmm........ lol
silence is golden.
Friday, July 24, 2009 at9:32 PM
i had poured out in a long post that i scheduled to publish at 10pm.
but i decided to delete it away..
sometimes things are better to be kept rather than say out.
silence is golden, we need to master that..
m1 sucks
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 at5:52 PM
just when i wanted to pay for the looong overdue mobile bill which has sent to me in red letter. (means warning)
then just now mummy passed me another bill which added up to this month's.
you all guess how much?
from $117.27 to $196.63.
this month's my bill is $79.36
FREAKING $79.36 !!
argh.
this is the breakdown of my current bill.
Subscription Charges
SunTalk 150 Plan $24.00
Caller Number Display Sub. $5.00
MMS Saver Sub. $2.00
Bye Bye Ring Ring Sub. $3.00
SunTalk Numbers Sub. $3.00
Usage Charges
Local Calls $122.98
Local SMS/MMS $36.30
Value Added Services (WTH IS THIS) $2.00
Usage Discounts
Free Local Outgoing Calls/Usage Discounts -$15.00
SMS (500 Free) -$25.00
Free Local Incoming Voice/Video Calls/Usage Discounts -$84.09
Amount before GST $74.19
GST at 7% $5.17
Total New Charges for 9221xxxx $79.36
(behind the bill)
Local SMS/MMS
GSM m1-m1 SMS send 20 $1.00
GSM m1-other operators SMS send 706 $35.30
$36.30
Value added services
Bye Bye Ring Ring - Recurring $2.00
the bye bye ring ring is i ownself sub. one, so i didnt blame this.
well, initally i signed on this student plan is for its 1000 free sms.
after using for 2 years or sth, my bill appear 500 free sms ONLY.
but i didnt question because i thought its the plan policy.
who knows when i just called M1 Cust. Service and the lady said they actually change the plan system whereby now my this plan suppose to be UNLIMITED sms.
wha never tell me earlier or send notice one leh.
then we stupid go pay for the remaining 500 sms that i've used?
=.=
and why my outgoing calls so expensive?
normally people called me (i have incoming call free) and i will talk longer.
but if i called out, i will try make it short like 5 mins maximum.
i mean, i didnt always called out and talk for like 5 mins la.
seldom lor.
i really want to change plan man =(
but only use for 11 months, (previous 2 years my bro used my line to upgrade a phone)
seeing that all my friends bill aren't that expensive.
even dear's bill around $30+ using Starhub.
i mean, normally i sms him only mah.
why we differ so much. =\
its nearing to $200.
where the hell i find this money sia.
i wanna go work now =(
seriously i think my outgoing calls is too much.
smk cancelled. random photos
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 at11:40 PM
taken when SMK was last minute cancelled .
there's more, using FY's webcam to take.
post it next time
*yawn*
so irresponsible
Sunday, July 19, 2009 at10:59 PM
i really really don't understand why the heck that it is clear that someone were given 2 days to prepare for just 1 qn, yet that someone could tell me just started doing when now is 11pm.
when i LAST NIGHT told that someone to choose one question, do already send to me tml by 9pm.
then another someone asked me online ytd night to discuss.
in the end no one discussed?
wth?
it takes some discipline from you to get something started only to be found that your groupmates are so irresponsible.
in the end it's still me who does all?
can i just leave it and dun care?
no i can't.
they don't seem to be so slack =(
why with me then like that.
even the free loader sent me hers ytd.
charged
at1:26 PM
hello there.
finally have been resting for the past 2 days.
tml will be another hectic week (damn!)
yeah, STILL have a list of to do.
but just don't know what to start first.
lol
tonight's out for dinner to celebrate my dad's birthday.
touched
Thursday, July 16, 2009 at11:25 PM
what a hetic day.
well, to be exact, this has been on going for the past few days.
waking up early for lessons, ate lunch which is around 12pm - 1pm, then lesson till late afternoon.
followed by staying back in school to do project till late night like 9pm or even 10pm.
never eat.
but am touched that my brother offered to fetch me home after i've told him that this week i will be staying up in school till quite late.
and just now, he asked whether i am hungry or not.
so decided to buy MacDonald, so drove to KLP to buy.
then he stop at the nearest bus stop then passed me my burger because i was sitting behind. (its a van) so have to get out, open the back door and pass it to me.
i told him its okay, but he said i can eat in the van on the way home.
suddenly, i think i'm touched? haha
duno leh, just touched lor.
because on my way to school today, i was kinda sad plus stress.
stress is because of studies.
sad is because of family matters, which i thought is already complicated. now it's even more complicated.
so.. yup, i lack of father love.
lol.
although he financially support my studies, but i seldom see him.
i hardly talk to him..
this sunday is his birthday.
i will wish him like how i wish him every year.
uk8
at11:37 AM
i'm so shock + happy.
that all these years, i've always wanted to be a bottom size 26.
and i did?
i mean, i didnt purposely reduce weight and dun eat so much leh
guess its stress accumulating .
hmm, dun tell me maybe cutting different, let me happy for once.
lol
just bored k
Sunday, July 12, 2009 at2:46 PM
lol.
i was too bored after working on the report.
damn having headache now =(
so i played this.
which i think, is totally not alike.
but just the fun of it.
hahaha
when i'm still a bui bui.
haha.
wth, i look like guys .
fiercer now.
at1:06 AM
hmm, just now on my way home.
happened to saw my primary school friend, Alex Ng.
so he was like taking the same bus as me, 145.
and the bus was totally cramped, and i happened to stand at the front where there was 2 opp. seats facing each other.
infront of me was a couple, the guy was sitting outside.
when the bus made a right turn, that auntie behind me used her BUTT to bump me, pushed me against the guy infront of me who was sitting with his gf.
I was caught unprepared to hold the pole tighter as usual.
what the hell sia.
so ma lu T_T
then i said to Alex when that auntie behind me "wha lao, her butt so big."
then i kept staring at her. =\
so Alex was saying my temper became very bad.
i think so too??
then next moment, got one uncle steped on my feet!!!
i said "wha lao eh!"
but i suppose he pretended never hear me.
slap him ah.
haha.
felt like crying, cuz i was angry haha
but i wont hesitate to scold him back if he go overboard it.
and today in train, i heard kids crying.
gosh, I agree with Mr Chia about theory of kids.
he relate kids = dinosaurs.
so true.
i was once a dinosaur too. hahaha
=X
hmm, its 1.12am now.
think i should go sleep now.
goodnight people =)
chicken fats on my eye
Friday, July 10, 2009 at10:46 PM
today during lunch, the stupidest thing i ever done is:
my utensils poked into the fried chicken skin with fats and the oil oozed out and went into my right eye .
its really... oily. =\
i thought i was blind, luckily i'm stil able to see and type now O.O
white lie
Thursday, July 09, 2009 at11:23 PM
just back from his place =)
his mum ordered canadian pizza and baked pasta and calamari rings for me and him for dinner =)
oh oh, then she asked me whether tml i'm schooling.
i replied yup. why?
she said "no lah.. i thought you can tell your mum you go chalet."
lol...
so funny.
then she said "aiya nvm lah, i like teach you bad things. haha"
lol.
OKAY, gotta jia you for SI tutorial.
fuck it man.
now said got to hand in on time if not deduct marks.
ahhahahahahahahaha
going strong...
Tuesday, July 07, 2009 at11:46 PM
happy 11th month =)
so many wants, so little money
Monday, July 06, 2009 at11:42 PM
another busy day has passed.
was quite pleased that me and cheris did a little on e-commerce though :D
after lesson, headed to town with dear.
dinner at Taka.
i forgot the shop's name but its inside takashimaya.
i totally love their beer battered fish & chip =)
have a little beer sensation. only $7.90 =)
dear ordered a set which has soup of the day, a drink, rice and a baked fish.
the baked fish was nice too!!
only for $9.90
damn, i totally love it.
can fight with Fish & Co.
however, they dun have lemon butter choice and choices are very limited though.
lol.
but its was my first time tasting beer battered fish & chip.
woooo!
why i didnt go there eat earlier ah? can do SMK assignment 1 lor.
hahaha.
forget it.
hmmm
as he was looking for jeans,
finally settled one jeans from Queens's Couture.
and we walked around Heeren and headed home.
i was on bus 124 and i totally missed my bus stop lah!
only when i woke up, the bus had drove away from my bus stop T.T
so i walked home - 1 bus stop distance away .
which is only 5 mins walk la.
easy chicken nugget feets.
hehe.
and and..
i've so many wants lah!
i want to go malacca
i want to go BKK!!
i want get Chanel necklace!
i want get lots of nice clothes .
=(
more and more girls are having Chanel necklace/ear rings/bags.
but i simply adore Chanel lah.
I dun really like LV/Coach/Prada though.
lol.
duno why leh.
I also want to watch this movie called "Coco before Chanel".
yeahhhh.
sad =(
i really hope to get into attachment lah.
i don't want in-house =(
attachment have money leh.
can go BKK.
can buy chanel necklace.
can have nice clothes!
=\
PLEASE LET ME GET INTO ATTACHMENT......
muay thai + my problems
Sunday, July 05, 2009 at3:37 PM
continue..
my thighs are totally aching from yesterday's training.
hunny made me do muay thai, like boxing and kicking. Is that called kick boxing? HAHA
yea yea..
hmm
many thoughts in my head.
who doesn't have problems?
all of us have it.
its the matter of how we want to solve it or not.
& i'm glad that i kinda solved one with my friend.
in fact, i cried is because i care.
you wouldn't see me cry when i quarralled with someone who is not significant to me.
and i did that before, so i knew who are those i really treasure.
staying over
at12:50 AM
hmm.
hello =)
just back from my sec sch friend bbq at pasir ris.
me and hunny walked from area 1 to area 4.
but before that, we walked to opposite way.
that was a LOOOOONNNG way man.
anyway, we got to eat, then the cake right, inside got bailey's.
hmm it's a kind of alcohol, not bad though =)
hmm yup.
there's tons of assignments, and really sad for mr yong, though its not really a happy thing that lesson cancelled due to such inccident..
well, life is unpredictable.
okok, i don't wanna sound like some philophy teacher what.
haha,
just wanna end this note by saying,
Good Night.
he's sleeping like a pig now.
haha.
p.s.// oh ya, i saw xiaxue at takashimaya ytd.
HAHAHA.
run like walk
Wednesday, July 01, 2009 at10:32 PM
tired.
it's IS day and thanks to karen and her groupmates that we are able to exchange the presentation date to next next week instead of next week.
if not, next week will have FOUR presentations.
so now, is three =\
still very stress lorr.
=(
was at atrium for 2 hours until i finally went to take bus to town to have lunch with dear.
20 mins and i reached town. haha
quite fast, i like.
after that, bused home and changed.
got my lazy bum out of the hourse again for a SLOW RUN *rolled my eyes*
damn, i sucked man.
totally cannot drag my feet to run.
it's like my legs are tied down by heavy rock or sth.
so cannot run la.
like my whole body very heavy.
i guess its my tired body that added weight on my feet =(
but i shit!
i lost 1kg (i think?) after shitting.
because i got to drink red apple juice + grape yakult.
haha.
oh...
tomorrow staying back for tourism project.
friday is worlds in singapore perspectives project.
sunday who want do project with me........
okay, i'm tired now.
sleeping soon.
time check. 10.40pm
wow that's early.
nvm, shall go rest while waiting for avg to scan finish.
btw, xx's blog entry very interesting. made me laughed lol
