Am I crazy or what?!

Friday, October 30, 2009 at10:09 PM

Lately I have been having dreams of arriving at BKK..

sometimes a nightmare when he refused to go and i have to go alone, dreamt that he worked in construction site, when i was about to leave i went to look for him.

I asked around the bangalas to check where is him, then when i found he, he don't want to go. HAHA.

another time was also a nightmare, i dreamt that he went alone. Then I kept thinking what if he met some girl on plane or at Thailand. ROFL?

Another dream is a good dream! We reached BKK together! HAHAHA.

-_-"

I really really hope my parents allow me to go.... =( Don't dare ask my dad yet. Perhaps not now.

review on my htc magic

Friday, October 23, 2009 at11:53 PM

hello, i'm sleeping soon.

but just wanna share my review on this phone.

I actually picked this among other 3 models from HTC, namely HTC magic, HTC Touch Diamond2 and HTC Touch2.

Only HTC Magic runs on Android operating system compared to the most of the others which runs on Microsoft Windows.
I had a hard time choosing because i love the white phone HTC magic offers, while others look black and not appealing to me.

Bought it at $398 after 2 years of re contracting using my mom's M1 line.


for texting, it looks like this, like a keyboard.

every touch you press, you just have to lightly touch and it will 'vibrated' a little to show that you have keyed in an alphabet or numbers or symbols.

I kinda like the way it displays the sms.

See? It's like a msn convo.




And the messages are categorized by people instead of everything chucked together.



This is actually a pattern drawing that I need to draw to unlock my phone. Which I have pre-set the drawing as my unlocking pattern.

Guess that's all?

Overall, no grudges over it bah. I don't really use bluetooth anymore.

But it will be better if the bluetooth device is fixed and games should unlock.





have to pray to all sorts of god to let my mom to approve me to go bkk ! Anyway, if really go right, it will be 19th feb to 24th feb.

yes yes, 24th feb is meifang's birthday. I will get you a present when i'm there ok??
Then we can celebrate on 25th or what. Sorry =( Because I wanna avoid my birthday (because of my dad, cannot let him know i go bkk) and avoid Thursday (my dad comes home every thurs). So friday is the best. Am going 6D5N.

THANKS

Thursday, October 22, 2009 at9:29 PM


For one moment I tot my bf has done the sweetest thing by publishing sweet stuffs about me .
Then the next min, that GIRL (i so wanted to call her bitch), but i know she is his friend blah blah blah.
ANYWAY, if you were me, WILL YOU ANGRY?
I happily see the things my bf wrote, then that girl just wrote something so sarcastic
I'm sorry, I got to publish it before You took it down.
To show that sometimes I angry for a reason.
No matter how my friends you not happy with, at least they are against me. But this time, your friend wen ting just like saying you lie that you will ever do such thing.
ok fine.
I'm just speechless now. Whatever I say or do, it makes me feel that I am in the wrong for being angry or cry. If you think ur friend is right, so be it. Then I'm sorry, i shouldn't be angry. I should have just shut up and forget about it.

Sentosa

Monday, October 19, 2009 at10:18 PM

met dear at habour front seah imm bus stop at 10am.
and we decided to pack food to sentosa!





packed pasta mania's aglio olio there. And went to cold storage to get a 1.5litre of mineral water. :D


we thought today would be a quiet day with minimal patrons.
once we reached the ticket booth, there were SO MANY people queuing up at the kiosk machines and counters -_-"

We regret it later because we should have taken the bus there instead. haha.

Nonetheless, we finally reached sentosa.

And decided to settle down just in front of Cafe del mar.
That place is so cool, though we didn't get the chance to be INSIDE.
we were still PART of Cafe del mar afterall. lol.

There were soothing music that makes my head pain.
Contracting much?
o.o
Thats because of the humid weather, so sunny until no clouds.







sorry for the ugly pose but i was slapping tanning oil on my tummy. That explains the ugly pose.
THE UGLY TRUTH OF ME. LOL??


Cafe del mar.
They have a outdoor pool in the centre!




The water is freaking dirty can!
So dirty that I feel so disgusted.

The water is constantly filled with rubbish.
"BOOM" brand of detergent (dear said it was m'sia brand), insecticide, milky foam (i duno what's that whole patch of foam is though), plastic bottles, Styrofoam.
I urged the tourism board of SG to do something to our beach before it turns into a rubbish bin. -_-" even tioman is nicer than Sentosa.
Looking at Sentosa water today reminds me of West Coast Park water. Freaking dirty. o.o

btw, the toilet nearby just buily and it's brighter and cleaner, more cubicles for the ladies compared to the wooden style cubicle.






then we decided to take bus back.
happy with our decision because we got to sit down and nap awhile. Because not many people onboard.




HAHA i don't look tan. =\
nvm, i am not as keen as i used to be anymore.
just don't make me very fair, in the middle better. haha

Had double cheeseburger at MAC and shared a mcfurry (is that how it suppose to be spelt?! Too long nv eat ice cream -.- )
Then headed back my place to sleep.
Who knows, Bryan was napping on my bed and we couldn't have a good rest until he woke up crying for milk.
Then I am able to sleep peacefully.
Yeah, i'm still having headache now leh =( I guess it's the sun lah, damn hot lor the weather.
Feel sick now =S

some updates

Sunday, October 18, 2009 at11:10 PM

lots of photos to update:







Byran.




Recently went to Daiso and bought the charcoal mask pack to try, it's not bad. but I wanna laugh when I showed it to my mom. haha
I didn't apply forehead because that area is kinda dry. Don't wanna make it even drier.




18 Oct 2009
bought Bangawansolo Pandan Chiffon.

SO SOFT! But she gave me a really small piece for $0.90 -_-"


While walking to the fountain, check this out!

PINEAPPLE HEAD?!



we wanted to take her pics then quickly went to take escalator and found out she wasn't on that seat!

Then next moment she was dancing with another 2 girls infront of everyone.






After finish their dance, I witnessed the 2 girls at the front were waving goodbye to the pineapple and she grabbed her bags and left.
After that I dont know where she go, probably still walking around with the pineapple head -.-"
Went Ion topman



I look like my eyes are full white.















went Orange Julius.





After that, went to look for hp pounch for my htc magic.
it has a pouch with it, but i don't really like it as the bottom of the phone is not protected. LOL.
so i bought a pouch (not very nice looking) but pink/red one. It has zip so i can unzip or zip . =) i like it this way better.
Thanks hunny for walking around to look for screen protector and pouch. I swear it was really tiring to get a hp pouch when in need urgently. But when I don't need it, I see it everywhere i go -.-"
Tomorrow is Sentosa Day!

HTC Magic

Saturday, October 17, 2009 at11:10 PM


I bought this :)
Still figuring how to use, but i guess i'm loving it.

alone.

Friday, October 16, 2009 at7:34 PM

I should have expect the unexpectated.

I really wanted to be alone just now, so i walked home from interchange. Is like 6 bus stops away?

I was just staring at the blank and got car honked at me to catch my attention. Apparently, i ignore those people.

Wanted to sit down at one corner, but I couldn't find place to settle down.

Was really feeling vexed.

I missed my shuttle bus and my 145. The feeling is like, very near you yet you can't reach out to them that kind of feeling.

Before that, I have already have this kind of feeling, really very sad.
But i'm so helpless u know?

I'm all by myself to take all this.
I need someone there to hug me tight when i cry, but i only see myself standing alone crying, let people mock at my stupidity that they feel that I shouldn't cry? When they know nothing about it.

Honestly speaking, I'm like taking a roller coaster ride. I can never know it is going to be a smooth ride, or bumpy ride. At one moment, I really thought I am very very happy. Another moment, I was thinking why did I ended up like this.


Am i able to take this challenge and overcome fear and obstacles with you?

Can you tell me? How am I going to make this work for us?

Thursday, October 15, 2009 at6:29 PM

說好不哭的.

只要你在我身後呵護我, 安慰我, 拥抱我



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........ I'm not a great girlfriend material, don't know how to understand him, don't know how to say things right to not to make him flare up.

That's why I feel so emotional and extra sensitive. I cry at everything that involve him and me quarrelling. I cry every single shit when I ask things or assume things. Its when all this happen, then we realise it.

..... This is what worry me the most. I'm afraid that I couldn't hold tight onto his heart that some day, he realise that there is another someone who understand him MORE....


OT

at6:00 PM

OT ytd night till 9pm.

Luckily my mentor called cab for me.

And it's claimed .

Today actually need to OT, but in the end dun have to.

fish days make me happy

Monday, October 12, 2009 at11:07 PM

ytd i had a FISH FEAST.

why?

Because lunch I had sliced fish soup, then went to his place for dinner. His mom cooked 2 types of fishes (in 2 different sauces) and otah (also fish)
hahaha.

And suddenly the fish bone pierced into my top gum, and bleed -.-"
obviously it pierced through my roots, because i could hear the roots cracking sound like when you wanna extract a healthy tooth. argh


haha, i eat too much fish huh. now they take revenge. LOL

so anyways,

i have MORE fish today.
not to forget to be extra careful today!

I had grilled salmon (i ate the remaining half happily) because my family doesn't know how to eat!! haha.
the fish is prepared by my brother's boss.

but i think his mom's version is nicer, because she added spices like oregano, basil leaves, garlic etc.
*drools*
i really really loved grilled salmon..
I don't mind eating that whole week. haha.

seriously, i love fish. ESP steam fish.
like those u eat outside de. As long as it's steam.
i like soon hock fish (with soya sauce kind, but the fish is fried. BUT NICEEEE :D )
i also like steam fish with very light soup base (just ginger and chilli padi that kind)
haha
Next time, i'm gonna learn to cook all this nice food.

honestly speaking, even though i skipped lunch during work, when i reached home, i would eat a like a pig!
=( Firstly i want to save money mah.
another thing is, i go out, my cheeks so oily and hair very smelly leh!

I used to be dehydrated skin type.
Don't know ever since when, my cheeks starts to produce more oil, and now?? I have pimples and little bumps that gonna form on the surface!!!
argh.



Yup..
Anyways i'm lemming for more NYX leh =(
hopefully they have 50% discount soon.

who wanna join me if there's a sales ah? I have some names le, like yishi and xin hui. LOL

Cheris's 20th Birthday @ Crystal Jade

at12:00 AM

Happy 20th Birthday to Cheris. :)

This was taken on last Friday to celebrate her bday in advance.

Shall let the photos do the talking!


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work place

Sunday, October 11, 2009 at10:56 PM

hello people.





me before i set off to work.


trying to get a better view of my table.

Don't wanna make it too obvious that i'm taking photos LOL.

it was lunch time anyway.








anyway, i've so many things to blog!
1) my fav. nyx cream blush (that i forgot to include in the photos of all my nyx prdts ! =\ )
2) products (cosmetics & skincare) that i think it's good and worth a try (do note i'm a combination skin)
anyway, can anyone recommend me a good oil-free moisturizer? Like apply already won't feel oily and absord well into the skin. ;D

never get any better than this.

Thursday, October 08, 2009 at10:27 PM

hello people :)

Audrey came to visit her ex-colleagues, didn't know it was her.

only heard my mentor's friend came to find her. So i didn't care.
Then Audrey called my name.
HAHA.

chatted with her, then she went off for class outing.

after work, took bus 111 to Suntec Convention Centre to meet my boyf.
haha

and he gave me a sweet surprise, sunflower?
haha

he said this cheesy line to me "I miss you just like the flower miss the sun."

haha thanks =)




went to eat CHI CHA with him!
It's nice >.<
Each dish only $4 after 5pm.












sambal kang kong


fried chicken wing




Gong Bao Ji Ding




Black Pepper Squid





Stir-fried toufu with salt and pepper (THIS IS LOVED)



Total was $24.30 (additional of rice, $0.30)
=)
Walked around looking at watches.
Passed by NYNY, saw a group of familiar faces.
HAHA.
then i saw Audrey again. haha
After that, he acc. me to wait for bus.
Reached home and got realllly excited, because there's something waiting for me!












I don't think alot of people heard of this brand.
only know this brand through forums.

so anyway, i ordered some NYX haul during their 20% discount sale.
and Cheris tagged along =)






Runway palettes and smokey eye palette
2 concealer in a jar (light & beige)




Smokey Eyes



Champange & Caviar




Catwalk




Mine (concealer in beige)




Cheris (concealer in light)




L to R: light, beige, medium
medium was bought previous, also during 20% sale. (sometimes have 50% sale!)
but i wanna try a lighter tone.
to my surprise, it brighten up my eyes better than medium, although medium is my colour.
As u can see, my medium jar packaging is slightly different. I guess it's older version bah.
anyway, just wanna took some other NYX prdts i bought previously.
if u look at forums, nyx are raved by their round lipstick, eyeshadow.
**i think it's not as good as MAC, but the quality of these prdts doesn't loose out to MAC either. and able to get it at a fraction of MAC price!**
Round lipsticks that i bought
L to R: Thalia, Pumpkin Pie



I like pumpkin pie better =)
but Thalia is sweet too. but these lipsticks has a funny smell.
If u are able to take it, then it's ok =)

w flash



w/o flash


blusher in taupe.
i bought this because alot of ppl said it's for contouring.
don't know how to use . haha




Overall, this is what I have now (including Cheris's)


Don't know when will i use my eyeshadows though.
gotta learn how to use it!
it's just so pretty =)

weaker

Wednesday, October 07, 2009 at10:09 PM

i was feeling real bad in the morning after talking to dear.

and i cried twice??
one because of r/s another time was i left earlier, but i think HR department lady saw.
so i felt guilty. but i tried to come early today already.

while on shuttle bus i cried, so the UNCLES behind me laughed at me.
wth rite.

so i told myself to stop crying lor.
i know it's not good to cry infront of the company ppl lah, sure gossip and know i easily bully one.
forget it.
let's just make it the last time i cried.

i don't really expect to get A already.
since i did not create much good impression in the company.

late

Tuesday, October 06, 2009 at8:20 PM

did not have a good start today.

was late for work =\ i woke up at 9am which i suppose to reach.

should have just gotten MC sia.
stupid me.

if not i won't even cry today due to some minor problems i face.
i'm just so weak.

chestnut brown

Monday, October 05, 2009 at11:08 PM

just dyed my hair Chestnut Brown using Liese Bubble Hair Dye.

=)
do i like it?
hmm. i don't know leh. hahaa

i wanted soft brown .
but it looks a little bright orangy brown =\

but i guess it looks quite nice lah.

outing with my girlfriends

Sunday, October 04, 2009 at10:42 PM

photos will do the talking.
haha.


met up with yuping and went bugis street to meet meifang, who has been waiting for us for more than1 hor. sorry! >.<

waited for veron, and we went Haji Lane.

after that, bused to town, cineleisure as meifang said wanted to celebrate zhangyuan's birthday as mentioned by Mayson.

in the end, we waited for the GUYS like very long?
then they appeared.

while waiting, shuwen, elizabeth and wei lu came =)
long time no see haha.



and she bought this peach yogurt ice cream with diced strawberries.













trying to use timer u see...




hah, i didn't know my hair now so long.




















hahaha.





she very happy ah

































and Benjiamin (yuping's bf) helped us took this photo.
THANKS =)


then they went off for their dinner + movie.
didn't watch movie with the guys because they gonna watch Surrogates.
but i watched, ps!
then we went fep to shop.
but did not get anything =\
tml's work again. gossh.
haha
dreading it man..

mid-autumn festivallll.

Saturday, October 03, 2009 at10:32 PM

hey hello.

it's been quite some time since I blogged with photos!?

Yeah, beacause digital camera is with love.
and he decided to lend me, so I can take pictures of my current work place.
hehe.

OKAY, today is mid-autumn festival.
ZONG QUI JIE KUAI LE.

Spent my ever first mid-autumn festival with my bf.
haha.

We went Vivo for a movie first.

Then a guy approached me for curling hair?


yeah, looks very weird to me at first.
i decided to let him curl my hair, cuz i want to see how i look like.

but his colleague was talking to him in their mother tongue, and i could see that lady very bei song with me cuz i think she know i won't buy?

HAHA. so anyway, that guy who curled my hair, curled some only! and left some straight (as in my natural hair uncurled).

i went to the toilet and immediately loosen the curls man.
but everyone was like looking what the hell am i doing.

probably also because i was wearing heels, i walked like a tree.

bought tickets for FREE!

haha because my dad gave me 2 tickets free. and we watched Surrogates.

IT IS NICE. 4/5
About robots replacing human for activities.
hehe.
then shawn told me in Japan already have this!? gosh. This is terrible. very scary man.
imagine u walk on the street but didn't know it is a robot (looks like real human beings !)

Really impressed with those ang mohs who acted like robots.
they have to pretend they are robots and suddenly become statue like that. Like those mannequins.

HAHA, okay, while waiting for our movie, had chilli beef fries @ carls junior.
and they had chopped onions! =)



there's another photo of me, but my hip looks enormous =(
so, i deleted! HAHA.
this is what girls are good at , right?


went topman/topshop.





After movie, headed back to my place.





AND WE PLAYED lANTERNS AND CANDLES!


















































his.





can u figure what's this?
































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show u the curls!
first time having curl hair look.
kinda look mature, i know.
but i guess it appropriate? i don't wanna look like 16 -.-'
hmm, but it takes price for a woman to dress up u see.
don't u agree with me?
guys are much simpler.
girls:
1) skincare (toner, moisturizer, scrub here and there, lotion, mask, SUNSCREEN)
2) cosmetics (eyeliner, masacara, fake eyelash, blusher, eyeshadow, lipstick, lip gloss, make up brushes, cleansing oil)
3) clothes for alot of occassions (work, casual, night)
4) hair care (conditioner, serum, expensive haircut/treatment, hairdye)
boys:
1) clothes (jeans/pants. Tee-shirt/shirt/polo tee.)
2) underwear ("oh i don't buy. my mama buy one." HAHAHHA)
3) haircare ("do i really care? i don't need comb what.")
haha brain dead.
like guys hor, their clothes are typically the same! just different tee shirt design -.-"
girls hor, have allll sorts of styles to mix and match.
HAIS!
so tough to be a woman.
guys don't need buy santitary pads, we girls need to suffer to bear child. Well, guys do contribute lah, but like 20% ? just by donating. hur hur.
OKOK, wha i talk alot.
i said i wanted to show u all the curls rite -.-"
slap me pls.
alot of my photos lah, don't like hor, pls go away.
haha. chill yo yo yo.


my eyebrow hor... need eyebrow pencil lah.






my hair colour like so weird now.
half black half brown.

ugly leh.





























the curls does last lah. just that i keep straighten it, so it's not so curled.
kinda like it though.
haha.
=)

the worse has yet to come

Thursday, October 01, 2009 at10:12 PM

CASUALTIES SO FAR:

SUMATRA EARTHQUAKE

Indonesia -
200 confirmed dead from two earthquakes.
- Thousands more trapped in rubble and feared dead.
- 168 confirmed injured.

TYPHOON KETSANA

Philippines
- 383 confirmed deaths from Typhoon Ketsana and resultant floods.
- 350,000 evacuated
- 700,000 swamped makeshift government-run shelters.
- 2.5 million people estimated to be affected by typhoon.
- New 'super typhoon' Parma expected to hit the Philippines as well.

Vietnam
- 92 confirmed dead.
- 170,000 evacuated.

Cambodia
- 14 dead.
- 29 injured.
- 100 homes destroyed, 400 damaged.

Laos
- No reported casualties so far.

PACIFIC OCEAN TSUNAMI
- 158 confirmed deaths.
- Entire villages wiped off the map. -- AFP, AP, REUTERS

source: http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/SE%2BAsia/Story/STIStory_436692.html

I don't want to die sia. =(

karma is coming for us.

earthquake.

at7:30 AM

We have done so much harm to the environment.

Now the environment is about to harm us.